Change (In the House of Flies)
by Deftones
Summary
"Change (In the House of Flies)" explores transformation and loss, focusing on the painful changes one goes through in a relationship. It blends feelings of longing and detachment, creating a haunting atmosphere.
Full Analysis
The song captures the essence of change in a relationship, where one person evolves while the other struggles to cope. There's a sense of loss as the narrator watches someone transform, possibly into something unrecognizable. The imagery of wings suggests freedom or beauty that’s lost, and the overall tone mixes fascination with a deep sense of sadness.
Verse 1
I watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
In this opening verse, the narrator observes a significant transformation in someone they care about. The imagery of changing into a fly hints at a metamorphosis that’s both intriguing and unsettling. When the narrator looks away, it shows a mix of avoidance and discomfort with this change. The phrase “you were on fire” adds intensity, suggesting the change is passionate but also potentially destructive.
Chorus
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now, you feel so alive
I've watched you change
The chorus emphasizes the impact of this transformation. The line about not having wings before suggests that the person was once restrained or limited, and now they’ve gained a sense of freedom. The repetition of “I’ve watched you change” reinforces the narrator's role as an observer, which adds a layer of grief. There’s a bittersweet feeling here, as they acknowledge that this change has made the person feel more alive, yet it also creates distance.
Verse 2
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
In this verse, the narrator seems to take control, bringing the transformed person home. "Set you on the glass" could symbolize vulnerability, as glass is fragile. The act of pulling off wings suggests a harshness; it’s like taking away their newfound freedom. The laughter here feels dark, hinting at a mix of amusement and cruelty. This shows how the narrator grapples with their complex feelings about the change.
Chorus
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now, you feel so alive
I've watched you change
This chorus repeats the earlier sentiments but with a stronger emphasis on the transformation. The sense of wonder is still present, but there's a deeper undertone of regret. The line "you feel so alive" contrasts with the earlier image of losing wings, creating a conflict between feeling liberated and losing something precious.
Bridge
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
The bridge introduces more intense imagery. The cross might symbolize sacrifice or a burden, and looking away suggests guilt or denial. When the narrator asks to “give you the gun,” it hints at a desire for release or escape. This line can be interpreted as wanting to end the emotional struggle, showing how painful it is to witness this change.
Outro
I've watched you change
Now, you feel alive
You feel alive
You feel alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never had wings
Aah, aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah
You've changed
You've changed
You've changed
The outro circles back to the primary themes of change and transformation. The repetition of “you feel alive” contrasts sharply with the earlier loss of wings. It’s a haunting reminder of how things are different now. The repeated phrase “you’ve changed” emphasizes that transformation is inevitable, but it also leaves a lingering sadness.
Closing Thoughts
"Change (In the House of Flies)" is a compelling exploration of how relationships evolve, often painfully. The lyrics paint vivid images of transformation, loss, and a struggle to accept what’s changed. It’s a powerful reminder that while change can lead to new life, it can also bring heartache and distance.
Full Lyrics
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Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now, you feel so alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now, you feel so alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never had wings
Aah, aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now, you feel so alive
I've watched you change
Now, you feel alive
You feel alive
You feel alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never had wings
Aah, aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah
You've changed
You've changed
You've changed