Monsters (feat. blackbear)

The overall theme of the song revolves around the push and pull of a toxic relationship. The narrator feels trapped in this cycle, questioning why they keep going back even when they know it leads to more pain. It explores feelings of loneliness and how we often hide from our problems instead of facing them. The night symbolizes a time when fears and insecurities come out to play, making everything feel worse.

Verse 1

Why do all the monsters come out at night?
Why do we sleep when we want to hide?
Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?
Another day, 'nother headache in this hangover hotel

In this first verse, the narrator sets the stage by expressing confusion and frustration. The "monsters" represent inner demons and fears that arise at night, when vulnerability is at its peak. Asking why we sleep when we want to hide shows a sense of helplessness. The mention of a "hangover hotel" suggests a cycle of bad decisions and regret. This verse lays out the emotional mess that comes from being in a toxic relationship, hinting at a feeling of being stuck.

Chorus

I'm wondering why do all the monsters come out at night?
Why do we sleep when we want to hide?
Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?
Why am I a sucker for all your lies?

The chorus captures the essence of the song, repeating those haunting questions. It highlights the struggle of knowing the truth about the relationship yet still feeling drawn back to it. The line about being a "sucker for all your lies" emphasizes the emotional manipulation at play. This part of the song really hits hard as it repeats the internal conflict of desire and self-destruction.

Verse 2

Strung out like laundry on every line
Why do I come back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?
I'm addicted to the way you hurt, the way you contradict me
I swear everything look worse at night, I think I'm overthinking

In this verse, the imagery of being "strung out like laundry" paints a vivid picture of feeling exposed and vulnerable. The narrator admits to an addiction to the pain and chaos that the other person brings. There’s a sense of self-awareness here, recognizing that everything feels heavier at night, which amplifies their worries. It shows how the mind can spiral in the dark, making it hard to find clarity.

Chorus

I don't care who I might hurt along the way, I'm fuckin' sinking
Into every word, I don't care if you lyin' when I'm drinking
So, tell me pretty lies, look me in my face
Tell me that you love me, even if it's fake

This chorus shifts slightly, revealing a deeper layer of the narrator's willingness to ignore the truth. The idea of sinking into every word shows how easily they get lost in the lies. The plea for "pretty lies" reflects a desire for comfort, even if it’s not real. It’s a moment of desperation where they'd rather hear sweet words than face the painful reality.

Bridge

You can lead me on and leave these questions in my sheets
I'm under it, I made my bed and I'm still wondering
I'm wondering why do all the monsters come out at night?
Why do we sleep when we want to hide?

The bridge brings a sense of resignation. The narrator acknowledges they’ve made their own bed, meaning they’re aware of their role in this mess. There’s a feeling of being trapped under the weight of these questions. It circles back to the night theme, emphasizing the darkness that looms over them when they’re alone with their thoughts.

Outro

Thinkin' about you, you're in my head
Even without you, I still feel dead
Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?
Dead, thinking about you, you're in my head

In the outro, the repetition of the narrator's thoughts being consumed by the other person drives home the point of obsession. Feeling "dead" without them shows the emotional toll this relationship takes. It’s a haunting conclusion that leaves us with a sense of lingering sadness and confusion. The cycle of pain isn't broken, and the narrator is still trapped in their own mind.

Closing Thoughts

"Monsters" is a raw look into the chaos of a toxic relationship. It captures the conflict of wanting love while also knowing it hurts. The darkness of night acts as a perfect backdrop for the narrator’s internal struggle. It’s relatable for anyone who’s been caught in a similar cycle, making the song deeply impactful and memorable.